I'm not sure what to think. He just all of a sudden deleted his journal. Just poof, gone. I haven't really talked to him all day. His away message said he was having a bad day, and the last journal entry he wrote, a few hours before deleting it, said he was having a bad day and that there was no point in bothering him today. After 2 years you'd think I'd know if those kinds of broad, general statements applied to everyone, or everyone but me. But I don't understand him. Some days he gets upset when I don't tell him exactly what's bother me, yet I'm supposed to just sit back and accept that things will bother him and he needs time and space to figure it out alone. I'm not going to call him, because if he's in bed or trying to fall asleep, he'll be grumpy with me. I texted him earlier, and he never replied, so he's either not near his phone (for like 3 hours) or he doesn't want to talk. So I guess I'll just let him stew in whatever is ticking him off and hopefully he'll get over it. If it's a series of commercials upsetting him, I could smack him. It's absolutely stupid to let commercials ruin your entire day (or week). And that is a matter of letting them get to you, one can decide that any annoyance really isn't that big of a deal. We've got a BIG God who puts tiny annoyances and temptations into a rather harsh perspective that shows them for what they are, we really have no excuse for letting these things run away with us. So I guess there's really only one thing I can do for him, pray. And I'll hope that nothing more serious happened, like a fight with his folks or something.
*sigh* i just don't understand him sometimes (ok, much of the time...)